Good Evening, Kids!

Still wondering why I am so attracted to the bad boys.. Lol! Was suppose to go out tonight to a friends house, but he called me tonight after work & we talked about it. And both decided it was just the wrong time. If it was meant to be, it was meant to be. Apparently, it wasn't. I guess subliminally, I was having second thoughts, also. Because when I hung up, I felt as if a weight was lifted. I spent the majority of my life alone, so I'm use to it. I don't mean that in a bad way, it's just what I know. Not sure what's going on... I sure as hell don't look any different, but it's as if suddenly guys are noticing me now. Poor bastards.. LOL! I'm just not use to being flirted with - but mamma like. Me & this guy at work flirt something TERRIBLE! If I was 20 years younger, and if he wasn't such a man-whore, I'd be all over him.

~10 minutes later~

Sorry, what was I saying? He's just.. freakin SMOKIN' HOT. He's the kind of guy, that the more you know him & are around him, the better he gets. And that stubble he has.. OMMFG! I could literally stare at him all day. I get bummed when he comes in all clean-shaven.. lol. The next time he does, I think I'll rub my hand over his check & go "awww... I liked the stubble.." If he comes in with a goatee, they'll have to mop me up off the floor. I just.. whew. Just a fantasy crush, is all. ;) I about died when he threw a kiss at me the other day.. LOL! I just wiggled my eyebrows and threw one back.. hehe.

ANYWAYS... there's pics on the camera from this past winter. That's how long it's been since I got any off it. You can't rush into these things, ya know. Lots of Lucky pics, some crafts, our renovation of my parents bathroom, a few from the Beaver Lake show, and from Easter. Haven't gotten a pic of #2 (The Mike that lives down the road) yet, but I have a plan. *Rubs chin devilishly* >:^D I think alot about him, too. A-L-O-T. I gotta get up enough courage to ask him out before he's taken. He's usually walking to work as I'm getting out of the shower. Not that I watch for him, or anything. *cough* Or leave the window open just enough, so that there's a straight shot from the road into the shower. :)~ And I noticed the other day, he also has a barbed wire tattoo on the same arm I do. Well, mine's a wrist-wrap, his is on his very muscular bicept. (Damn, I wish I could put a sound clip in here.. it'd be a cat purring.. lol)

Man, those screaming kids down the road are seriously throwing off my mojo. Guess I've rambled on enough. Oh!! IT'S FINALLY RAINING!! WOO HOO!!!!! Aaaand, it stopped. What a tease.

AACCKKK! My aunt just scared the living shit outta me! LMAO! She came up to the window & said hi - it's dark out & I can't see.. lol. Anyhoo's, I'm off to bed. No drugs tonight, either. Imagine that shit.

~Trace

CONGRATS, LEE DEWYZE!!!!! =^D

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!! I can NOT express how happy I am that he is the new American Idol!!! I rewound it as soon as it ended & watched it again! Honestly, I was scared he wouldn't win, as Crystal did such an excellent job last night. Well over 2 months ago, I said it would be down to Crystal & Lee, as I thought they had the best 2 voices. His voice is just so spectacular - my mom agrees! With any luck, the tour will come to this area, as Aaron Kelly is from just up the road, basically. So close, both me & my mom work with people who know him & grew up with him.. lol. He usually plays at the Lycoming County Fair, which is 2 miles away from where I live now, and literally in the backyard of where Mike & I lived. I loved sitting on the porch & listening to the tractor pulls.. lol Anyhoo's..

Time for me to go to bed... like I can sleep right now??!? I'm way excited, plus it's gotta be over 100 freakin degree's in here. Gotta go look for some big pink pills.. hehe. Good night, you 2! Congrats again, Lee!! You ROCK!! :P

Omfg!

Where would one start? I can't really wipe the smile off my face. *giggles* For a while, I have been wondering if #2 was still interested. Well, tonight pretty much confirmed that! LOL! No, we weren't together.. what kind of girl do you think I am?? Wait - don't answer that. Swear to god, he either called me sweetie or hun as he was leaving. Could this be the begining of something? Who knows. Time will tell.

I'm wondering how he knew which room was my bedroom... LMAO! Hmmm...

~ Me

My Tongue Hurts

I didn't realize how acidic Kiwi Fruit was. Damn. It actually feels burnt. And this is over an hour later. I'm munching on some 'cheese ends' I snagged from work yesterday. She said there were 2 kinds of cheese in the bag (none of it is marked), but there are clearly at least 4 kinds of cheese here. When I opened the bag last night, I saw there was some Swiss in there. *shudders & gags* That went right to dad. There's Muenster, Longhorn, something yellow, and another white kind.

Well, I don't even know why I wrote that.. lol. It's getting to be my bedtime, and my mind is mushy. Haven't seen Mike #2 for a couple days. Been thinking about him, though. Hehe. ;) When "Idol" is over (GO, LEE!!!!!!) I'll be able to get back to my regular bedtimes. G'Night!

~ Me

What a Disappointing Day

This was possibly the worst craft show I ever set up for. Not a good start to the season. For starters, it was pouring this morning before, during, and after I got up. Mom & I switched vehicles for the day so I could use her van. It was still raining as I struggled to put up the canopy alone. Frustrated at not being able to finish, a gentleman came along and asked if I needed help. I eagerly accepted and it was up in no time. The show was to start at 9am, but I am usually never ready. Today was no exception. But almost everything was out & priced. By 9:30am, the wind started to pick up - there was a wind advisory from noon til 11pm. Well, the wind just got stronger & stronger. People were starting to pack up already. By 10am, I was, too. My friend Bonnie was there & her and 2 other ladies helped me take the canopy down. At first, I was just going to keep going with the show, but was tired of holding on to the canopy so it didn't blow away. But when the wind still kept blowing items all over the parking lot, I knew it was time to go. I was home by 11:15.. in bed by 11:20. Lucky was glad to see me home, as he's use to me coming home around 4:30pm from work. Even now, at 9:04pm, the wind is still gusting pretty good. Everything but my pocketbook is still in my mom's van. Luckily, she doesn't work tomorrow. And hopefully, the wind wont be so bad. Gotta get everything out & organize it. I may have another show in 2 weeks - depends on what day. I think it's a Saturday. A girl was handing out flyers & business cards for it while the majority of us were packing up today. And yard sale things can be taken, too! Man, do I have alot of shit to get rid of! There's gonna be a car & truck show, fishing, food, maybe a boat show, too - it's at a lake. I have no idea where Beaver Lake is, but Bonnie was there while she handed the flyers out.. she knew right where it was.

Well, I'm beat. I hope I can sleep with all this noise from the wind. Maybe a few Vicodins will help me. I know where there's 3 unopened bottles of *those*! ;^D Sweet dreams, kids! Off to la-la-land for me..

Sleepless In Muncy.. Lol

Just thought I'd take a moment to update til some Tylonol (sp??) PM takes effect. Regardless of what the time says, it's 12:06am right now. Not sure why the time on this is screwed up. Anyhoo's, I might have 2 more craft shows lined up. The Rotary Festival at the Lycoming County Fairgrounds on September 18th & 19th, and the Ben Franklin show September 10th & 11th. My friend Bonnie isn't doing either of these, as she already has plans to do the Milton show the weekend of the Rotary Festival. And I hate doing shows alone, so I might go to Milton with her.

I had my first taste of Red Bull this morning. And I will say, that it was YUMMY!! My friend/co-worker Tim had this consentrated shot this morning before work. We were all hanging around the time clock waiting for it to turn 7:30, and he was telling us about it. He said it was really strong, and he'd have his 'wings' today.. lol. I said I never saw such a tiny can of Red Bull. It was about 3" high. Sooo cute! Lol! He told me to have a sip, so I did. Oh dear was it good! Nice & sweet! I can't believe a sip of Red Bull over 16 hours ago is the reason why I can't sleep, but we both work tomorr.. today, so I'm gonna blame him. :) God, why am I so attracted to bad boys... hehee..

Oh, what else.. cut my hair tonight. Was getting tired of how it hung. Now that it's shorter, it is wavey. I like it! Mike's gonna pick Lucky up sometime today & go up to the other place in Montoursville to try & fix the well. If he gets the water working, they'll both stay there the night. I know Lucky misses him, so it'll be good for both of them. Plus, the yard up there is fenced in, and he'll be able to run around off his leash. Mike's gonna snag me the rolled up fencing he doesn't want, so I can put it around my garden. I haven't had a chance to go up & get it yet. It wont fit in the back of the Cavalier, anyways. This year, I'm gonna go back to planting tomatoes (YAY YAY YAY!!!), and mom wants lettuce, onions, and cucumbers. The garden is all outlined with landscaping logs, and my sister is coming over sometime soon with a roto-tiller (sp?). No point in doing it yet, as the weather here in PA has been INSANE. Since the fence he's bringing me is about 4 feet high, I'm gonna cut it in half and either attatch it to the logs, or pound it into the ground. Depends how much is there, really. With all the asshole kids that live around here, I almost don't want a garden. One of my mom's Flamingo's were stolen recently out of the front yard. I got her 2 sets for xmas 2 years ago, as she has wanted some forever. Dad insists the wind blew it away. Mmm hmm. He even looked in the farmers field, but didn't see it. One of the legs were still stuck in the ground, and I'm gonna keep an eye out in the neighborhood for a one-legged Flamingo.

Sighs.............. well, I suppose I'll go lay down. Gotta get up for work in 4 1/2 hours. Dad's out of Ambien. This sucks. Lol. Goodnight Deborah.. Goodnight Linda!

Can't Sleep

Not sure why.. wish I knew. Maybe it's because my mind wont freakin shut off. Even after an hour, 2 Vicodin didn't do anything. So I took 2 Ambien. They should do the trick. But until they take effect, I finally have time for an update. Work's doing alright. Nobody likes the new guy - lots of politics and ass kissing.. whatever you want to call it. But besides that, it's the usual. My favorite person there is in danger of getting fired. So I truely hope he behaves. He's the kind of person that just makes the day fly by & is fun to be around. He's gotten in trouble for things other employee's get away with. Been there, done that. Hopefully, they have to provide us with insurance soon.

I guess another reason I can't sleep, is because of Mike. No, not *that* Mike, another Mike. This one lives down the street from me. Not sure for how long, but he's been asking my aunt & uncle about me - they live across the street. When they told me, I wasn't interested, but flattered. Not that Mike & I had a bad break up of any kind, but I sure wasn't ready to start seeing anyone. This may have been around xmas. The other week I had Lucky out one night, and Mike had his dog out, too. He walks him around the 'block', where I just take Lucky around the yard. It was relatively dark, and I hear this "Luckyyyy" in a deep voice. I slightly panicked, but then see Mike & his kid, Buttkiss, walking up. I - was in my jammies. We chatted a good 10 or 15 minutes, mostly about the dogs. And this Ambien is starting to kick my ass, so I'll wrap this up. For over a week I guess, I've been wanting to see if he wants to go do something sometime. My aun says he's shy, but so am I. You know how you sometimes plan something in your head, waiting for the right moment to unleash it? Well, today I was thinking it again.. then Lucky wanted out. But Mike & Buttkiss hasn't been out for what seemed like a week - I always look for them when I'm outside - so I wasn't expecting to see them. Out on the porch we went, and when I rounded the van in the driveway, there he was, walking his doggie up the road. I audibly gasped, and anything I wanted to ask him when away. We exchanged 'hi's', and chatted a few minutes. This was Buttkisses fir time out for a walk since last Thursday, I think he said. I think Mike accidentally stepped on h is wee foot, so he was limping a bit.. that's why I hadn't seen him all weelend, he kept him in the yard. As he was leaving today, he goes 'C'mo, Buttkiss, lets go get another cup of coffee..' I was walked beside them untl we got infront of our vehicles, and he said to him 'She's gonna follow us home..' which I wish I had a smart comment for, but I wasn;'t thinking fast enough. I just can't stop thinking about him now. Has it been too long since he was first interested? Maybe he has somebody else by now.

ok, drugs are in full swing & I really need to go dive on the couh before they wear off. hope my next update is closer. oooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ryan Newman wont lasy nights race in Phoenix!!! I love that man! tomorrows class - how to type with double & tiple ision,. good nihght everyone.signinh off at12:5111111 am